Crying

1 April 2011

Crying all night, crying now.
  Healing, healing, crying.

'Heal from the inside first.
  It's supposed to be happening right now, in this way.
  Allow...
  Feel...
  Don't be frightened, we are by your side, holding your heart.'

I am not frightened.
  I feel deeply; profound pain.
  Sorrow.

But, I am not drowning;
  I am not giving up;
  I don't feel lost.

'This is the path of deep healing.'

It is grief - profound, simple.
  My soul weeping.
  Free falling into the loving hand of Spirit,
  of God.