Bright Blue Eyes

7 October 2010

She told me I have bright blue eyes; 

  I always choose blue eyes – each lifetime;  

  She held me and told me it would be alright, 

   that I need to continue in this path.

  I made an agreement to do ‘this’.

  I have all I need inside me to do ‘it’.

They are depending on me.  

  There are 12 – they were all around me; she was in front.  

  'When your hands tingle, that is me holding them.’  

  Looking me in the eye with her bright blue eyes.

I don’t know how to live in both worlds.  

  I will be told.  

  There is love.  There is courage – courage does not exist without fear.  

  Courage is acting in the presence of fear.  

  I am supposed to feel the fear, to learn to act with it.  

  It is a part of this existence – it holds many back from life.

  I must know it personally.  I do know it personally.

  I do know it.

I am learning that fear is not my guide.  

  I love it but am not dictated by it.

  I am more than my fear.

  I am.