Are We the Answer to Our Prayers?

5 November 2010

Another night of powerful Kundalini energy,
  continued into my sleep.

Woke me in the middle of the night when
   it exploded out of my head.  
  There was a dream and a message.

'Create an intentional community of love.'

Over and over I heard this message.  
  My mind immediately started analyzing it, 
  exposing the many ways we humans have and 
  are trying to do that and the many more ways 
  we take it apart when we find it.  

Against our best intentions, 
  we can’t escape our humanness, 
  the fears that capture us and 
  the illusions we call rational thought.

But perhaps despite, or even because of, our falllibilities
  we can do this.

This community is not bound by geography or culture or religion.  
  It is bound by a singular commitment to 
  shining the light of love on the darkness.  
  It is worldwide.  

Imagine the light emanating from thousands of people
  on the darkness we ourselves have created…

We illuminate our own darkness…

El

14 November 2010

'No matter what happens on the outside,
  become quiet.
  You will find Me inside.

  Therein lies your abundance.

I AM ether, light, pure energy

I rush through trees, 

  spark out the branches, set the leaves on fire with my light.

I ignite inside your belly
  and burn til you look to me.

I will bring you madness and peace,
  that which you wish.
  Abundance
  Quiet

Feel me………………………..

I AM the energy in your hands, in the trees
I AM the slips of light that pass between your consciousness and dreams
I AM the voice that you seek.

I’ve been waiting for you.
  Stand here next to me and I will teach you.
  You will speak, you will understand.'

Powerful, unknowable entity.
  Teacher.
  Show me abundance.
  In love with the earth, but not bound to it, 

  pure beauty, radiance, breathing the breath of life.