I feel the roar of that lion inside me again;
the pure, unfettered power that can shake the corners of the
earth.
Yet, I know not what that is.
I dared, finally, the other day
to let myself roar in the privacy of my home.
It was merely the roar of a 50-year-old woman,
but there is something else there as well.
What is it?
My entire body is tingling,
energy rushes through/around/into my head,
my hands buzz.
I am equally
belief and doubt;
fully committed to this – whatever it is,
and thinking that I am falling into a grand delusion.
That is my fear...that I am delusional.
If it is possible to believe 110% and still question,
that describes me.
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